Haha

Sigh, what a life to have. Well, good thing I am confused, too.

Heh.

I'm not in love
This is not my heart
I'm not gonna waste these words
About a girl

I'm not in love
This is not your song
I'm not gonna waste these words
About a girl

PMR

Okay, someone told me Gadot got 90.3 this year. 121.

Damn.

Now tengah cuak gile la weyh. Tibe2 je rase nk tergolek n die. >_>

Down.

Up.

Down.

Haha

Three criterias.

Three criterias to judge a girl’s character:

Her voice.
Her tunes.
Her friends.

Her voice, listen to her as she speaks. Is she sincere? Does she play around? Does she ever laugh? Synchronize your ears with her tones: see if you can bear listening to this maiden for the rest of your life. Read her words. What does she use, to convey her emotions? Do they have variety, or are they or a strange variance? The words she use might be too confusing for you: in which case the wrong message might be sent across. You might be hurt by what she says, by her choice of words. You might not understand her enough, in which case you should try to, or leave. Before she gets hurt, before the relationship is past recognition. Know her feelings. Is she emotional? Does she easily break? Does she fight back, and lash out much? If she is too fragile then it will not last. If she is too forceful then you will lose out. If she touches your heart, then probably you should stay. But don’t let it bleed: desperation is not key to a lasting friendship.

Her tunes, listen to what she does. It portrays her inner self, how she treats problems, how she deals with fear and hate, how she unleashes anger. How she controls herself in the face of fortitude and hardships. How she refrains from the edge of the cliff, or how she clings to the eagle’s wings. It portrays her class. An important aspect in getting a friend for life. If she is too high for you, then give up and move on. If she is too low, then surrender and retreat. If she is nearby, then help her get near you, or move towards her. Both of you need to be equal: so trust can evolve from an ambiguous friendship. Without trust, it would not last, trust me. It portrays her taste, what she holds in high regard, what she holds dear, and what she dislikes. Enjoy what she enjoys, and refrain from that which she hates. If you cannot do these, then she is not the one for you.

Her friends, those normal beings around your angelic mate. Or vice versa. See if they suit you: for your relationship will not survive the effects of time if you’re not suited with her friends. These friends will unknowingly crack your bond, and it will end in tears and heartbreak. See if they come from the better side of town: friends of bad influence will not suit you, unless of course you’re like them too. Stay away from her if she has these friends, unless you can manage to rescue her from this insecure abyss. But that is a dangerous hazard, and I should warn you against it, no matter how much you love her: you might be pulled into the currents, and not be able to return to the straight path. That, would be regretful. See if they can give you one of those evil emotions, if they would engulf you in hate, anger, jealousy, fear. Hatred will destroy you, anger will change you, jealousy will cause endless spite, fear will forge a wall between the two of you. It will hinder your relationship.

But if you wanna fight for it, I won’t stop you. It’s your relationship, it is you who needs to decide for yourself. You, of all people, should know what’s best.

HK

Talking with a girl I know, makes me tringat balik time HK dulu dulu kala.

Berjumpe first time dngn beberape makhluk: Nadz, Nuzc, Faqy, Syu, Kelly, Ameyl, Kimi, (rmai lg mungkin, tp tdk dpt menulis name di sni).

Dpt berkenalan lbh rpt dngn org yg hny prnh dilihat: Nara.

Dpt berjumpe semula rkn2 yg prnh dikenali: Rat, Nayzu, Tammy, Arre, Ying, Iya.

Dpt berjuang dgn rkn2 rpt: Byn, Farhan, Gund.

Dpt melihat kesombongan beberape pihak...

Dpt jatuh cinta dngn makhluk yg menafaskan api...

Dpt mengecewakn org2 dwase yg memberi penghrpn...

Dpt menyokong rkn2 yg berjuang...

Dpt merasakn prasaan berada di arena perbahasan Piala Perdana Menteri...

Dpt merasakn bahang permusuhan, melihat air mata kekalahan, memkn mknn prot dn minda...

Dpt menaiki bas STF pulang ke rimbaku jb, bersama-sama kimi dn kelly...

Dpt menerime konfesi dri rkn yg rpt...

Dpt melihat dunie dgn lebih luas lg...

Dpt merantau di Putrajaya dn Cyberjaya, mkn mamak, mendpt tahu tiada mknn di sana...

Dpt pergi ke Alamanda kali pertama(bkn eh? x ingt dh)...

Dpt merasakn perasaan menaiki bas ke terminal, seterusnye menunggu kedetangn member2, dan memilh bas yg sepatutnye (dh x ingt bas mane) untuk tibe di ssp...

Dpt membc contengan2 pd tilam2 SAS, dpt menjenguk asrama prmpuan di SSP...

Dpt melihat muke2 kemenangan, merasakn kesedihan melampau, menolak titisan hujan drama...

Dpt menunggu kedatngn org yg tdk dtg, kerna tkot akn kekalahn sekolahnya di dlm basket...

Dpt berjln dgn si die, merantau sekolahnye smbl tdk tahu mahu berkate ape...

Dpt memulekn karier sbgai seorg sbpian...

Dpt bergayut pd mlm hari, hny utk mendpti signal di SAS bgai dlm hutan(lebih trok dri gadot yg mulie)...

Dpt berjumpe rkn penulis blog, dn mengalhkn mereke, heheh...

Dpt klh dngn pasukan prempuan, hny kerana seorg chick yg mereka katekn hot...

Dpt mngalhkn (lg) member senegri...

Dpt mkn kfc dn mcd berbucketbucket...

Dpt membuka mata kpd keadaan di sana, keadaan yg laen dri yg laen...

Dpt melihat koleq klh awl, dn melihat pertame kli mmu, serta kekecewaan di sana...

Dpt melihat posto tidak reti maen (hny skali saje dpt melihatnya sebegitu, adoih)...

Dpt melihat coach mengejek seorg rkn...

Dpt menyelesaikn dilema, dn menghilangkn topi putih...

Dpt mempunyai memori abadi tentang masa itu, yg tidak dpt dilupekn...

Suatu perasaan yg msm, mns dn pht. Suatu kegembiraan dn kesedihan. Suatu kenyataan yg tidak boleh diubah, tidak boleh dilupakan, dan tidak boleh diulangi.

Slmt tinggal rkn2 smue. Terime kasih kerna kepercayaan. Terime kasih kerna penerimaan. Terime kasih kerna masa2 gembira, dn sedih, kita bersame. Terime kasih kerna mulai skrg, akn ku cuba sedaya upaya utk melupekn kalian.

Kalau lah boleh.

:)

Oh ye, sebelum lupe. Dpt... haha. xpelah. laen mase mungkin. slmt tinggal.

Sincerity

Sincerely, I love you.

Anyway, I finished season one. Yay! Who knew that Serena is such a loser, and that Dan has such taste. It is accepted that Blair and Chuck turned out as expected: rich disloyal peepz they are and always will be. Jenny still doesn't look 15, but kudos to her dad for getting the contract. In the end the only cool one would be Nate, although the Archibald name has fallen down a drain. Ngeh.

I need to catch up. Onwards, to season two! Ahah.

Anyway, lots of peepz taking their driving license now: wonder when I'll get a chance at it. Cpat la balik parents oi. Adoih. Haha.

I really need to get my hands on an Xbox 360 or a ps3 so I can play ME2. Hmm. Wonder how to do that.

Oh well.

I've never been closer,
I've tried to understand,
That certain feeling,
Called by another sound.

you

I cannot accept coldness. Not from you. Not you.

Of all people, why you. I'm sorry. It's all my fault anyway. And I'm sorry, for what I did.

Sorry. But I think I have found a reason to thank you. Finally, I will cry. Because it hurts. And it cuts. Too deep.

But why you.

Shattered - Trading Yesterday

Yesterday I died, tomorrow's bleeding
Fall into your sunlight
The future's open wide beyond believing
To know why hope dies
Losing what was found, a world so hollow
Suspended in a compromise
The silence of this sound is soon to follow
Somehow sundown

And finding answers
Is forgetting all of the questions we called home
Passing the graves of the unknown

As reason clouds my eyes, with splendor fading
Illusions of the sunlight
And the reflection of a lie will keep me waiting
Love gone for so long

This day's ending is the proof of time killing all the faith I know
Knowing that faith is all I hold

And I've lost who I am
And I can't understand
Why my heart is so broken
Rejecting your love
Without love gone wrong
Life
Less words
Carry on

But I know
All I know
Is that the ends beginning

Who I am from the start
Take me home to my heart
Let me go
And I will run
I will not be silenced

All this time spent in vain
Wasted years
Wasted gain
All is lost
Hope remains
And this war's not over

There's a light
There's the sun
Taking all the shattered ones
To the place we belong
And his love will conquer

And I've lost who I am
And I can't understand
Why my heart is so broken
Rejecting your love
Without love gone wrong
Life
Less words
Carry on

But I know
All I know
Is that the ends beginning

Who I am from the start
Take me home to my heart
Let me go
And I will run
I will not be silenced

All this time spent in vain
Wasted years
Wasted gain
All is lost
Hope remains
And this war's not over

There's a light
There's the sun
Taking all the shattered ones
To the place we belong
And his love will conquer all
Yes his love will conquer all

Yesterday I died, tomorrows bleeding
Fall into your sunlight


(thx syu)

Love, which one could you be?

1. I'm in love with you. If only you knew.

2. I was in love with you, but you pushed me away then. Now I've found someone else.

3. I tried to love you, I really did. But it didn't work out. I hope you find someone better than me.

4. I know I shouldn't fall in love with you. You're someone else's, I know. But I can't help it. I'm sorry.

5. I can't accept your love. Not this way. Maybe, not yet.

6. I'm confused. You say you love me, and you're not acting that way. Is it safe to tell you, that I love you too?

7. We'll never be more than friends anyway, so why bother telling you, that I love you.

8. Ever kept feelings inside? I think that's what I'm doing. Oh well.

9. Why won't you understand, I will never fall for you. Not now, not ever.

10. If only you weren't so shy, maybe we could've been something, gotten somewhere.

11. I can say I love you, but that will be a dreadful lie. Please don't make me do that.

12. If you did not have them around you, I can say it to you again. I love you, but I most certainly do not love your friends.

13. I'd fall in love with you, but you changed too much. I don't know you anymore.

14. If only I told you that I loved you back then, maybe things would've been different.

15. I loved you back then. Now that you say you love me, it's too late.

16. Loving you is something I will never regret, even if I should.

17. I love you, dear.